Hay Dear Daddy!

 Thank you, thank you, for telling the things you tell me!!

Today, I didn’t go to mass in the morning, I went at lunch time, because I’m sick, with the cold, so I was very tired and I didn’t feel good, therefore I decided to go in the afternoon.

I went about 15 minutes earlier, so I had about 10 minutes to pray.  I was praying and as usual when I do it lately, God communicates with me through images, the interesting thing is that he gaves me answers to what I’m working on.  God uses my intellect, so that with images he can answer my questions.

Some days ago, I went to buy medicines at Dollar Tree because it is shipper, and as my music CDs are not working ok, I wanted to buy some music, I found Mozart and other piano music that I like.  When I got in the car I started to think (I don’t know why) that when you listen to music you have to get friends with it in order to appreciate it.  I was thinking about it, because when I listened “For Elisa” the first time I thought that it was pretty, but not exactly beautiful as I felt it was after I listened to it one million times and specially now, that I think that Mozart wrote it for her niece an when it starts it does it very simply, but then it gets complicated and finally it ends in a master piece.  I have thought that you my Beloved Lord teaches us in the same way:  simply at the beginning, and then you continue teaching us more complicated things and our life is as “For Elisa”, simple at first, but it ends as a master piece that you design.  On thinking about these things that day I understood, just in a second that we are two persons in one.  Before I thought only that one learned in a separated way, I mean:  that you learned physically, intellectually or psychologically and spiritually.  Each area of learning does it separately, nevertheless united.  Well, on thinking about all these things and on thinking tha the music must be domesticated and also thinking about Anthony de Saint Exuperi (that’s how it should be written I think) with his well known “The little Prince” in which he say “one can only see good with its heart, the essential is invisible to the eyes”, I think I have united all these thoughts in one moment, comprehending all of the sudden that Humans are divided in two:  A part of him is all material with all that relates to it, and the other part is spiritual, also with all that relates to it, both are united and interrelated, but they are different.  I mean that the material man has his five senses:  he smells, listens, see, savors, feels and thinks, nevertheless the spiritual man has the same senses (and may be more) but in a different way.  This means that I would change the Prince’s words to these:  “One can only smell, listen, see, savor, tough and think well with his heart, the essential is not revealed to the material senses.  Because of this reason is that the saints can smell flowers, have visions, feel in different way, listen to the sound of universe, because God has developed in them their spiritual senses to which all of us can and must get to.

Well, today, on praying my question was:  How can all this be?  And I was trying to understand it better.  Then on connecting myself with God (which I call it like this, because I imagine that I hold on to him like an electrical cable to electricity, ja, ja) then I was resting in him and all of the sudden I had in my imagination as a little plant in a pot, it was common and I asked what this could mean?  Then I imagined that I was told:  the plant is the soul of the spiritual man and his routs are insert in the soil which is the body or the material man.  The material man should not be corrupt in order to feed the spiritual man, they are both united just like the plant and the soil, the man is made by dust, but not his soul and it is the body who feeds the soul. I asked:  then what happens when the man dies?  I was answered:  the plant must be removed, because it is prepared to be replanted in other place to get to be a tree.

Exactly in that moment the mass started, then before I opened my eyes I imagined that I was told:  lets go, we must eat.

In the moment of consecration of the mass, I was thinking about the plant and the soil and in that moment I understand that the food, I mean that the way to water the plant is the blood and the body of Christ, that’s why it is him who gives life, because he is the food for the plant.

Dear Lord thank you, infinite thanks for loving me and for telling me all this things, because even if I could be very smart, this things are some thing away from my own imagination and I know, I’m sure, that it is you who reveals to this poor soul all your knowledge.  I love you with all my heart and I have the feeling that it is not enough.